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Friday, May 27, 2005

torn into pieces, 8:41 PM

my aunt, her daughter and myself went to National Cancer Centre today..
my aunt went to do her chemo therapy..
the whole process took about approximately 4 hours long..
while waiting for her, i was observing the out-patients..
some look so frail and fragile..
but some look healthy despite that they are suffering from cancer..

while waiting, i studied for my pergas exam while my cousin did her assessment book..
once in awhile, we took turns to check on my aunt...
my cousin, Noor Ulya was so concern about her mum..
well, who wouldn't..
she said this last night that touches my heart deeply..
i was asking her "kenapa Ulya ponteng sekolah besok?"
"Ulya nak temankan ibu. Ibu lagi penting.."
i was very very touched...
dia memang anak yang soleha...
aku pun kurang lagi...hehehh...

Ini dia Noor Ulya Binte Ahmad...hehehh...

we reached home at 3.45pm..
we were all very tired after a long day in the hospital..
after about 10 mins of rest, i did my prayers as i need to be around just in case my aunt needs anything...
i was watching her when she did her prayers..
she took a long time to sujud..
kesian tengok dia...
bila tengok dia macam tu, suddenly i just reflect on myself..
betapa senang aku boleh sujud kepada Allah but, i always lambatkan solat..
selalu tak ingat Dia..
daif kan...

today, im the observer...
tomorrow, i will be observed..
that's just life...

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
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azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
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eileen.
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uma.
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