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Thursday, June 09, 2005

torn into pieces, 7:36 PM

i saw him...ohh..yesshh...
MY DOCTOR...
he came to the ward at 7am...
that's consider early knowing that some doc wont make their rounds that early...
no offence please...hehehh...
it's been a damn long time since i last seen him...
but now that ive seen him, im flying high...
super high...
yang aku asik jumpa si Raj je...
sheesshhh....

however, im having an emotional roller coaster right now...
im was happy, excited, frustrated, furious, fuming, withdrawn..

i dont think i can take it anymore...
my patients are greatly tested each day...
ive been keeping quiet but that doesn't mean i can stay this way forever...
you embarrased me like nobody business...
and i still kept quiet..
knowing me, i will not keep quiet...
but, i still shut up...
because i dont want us to create scences..
especially in front of everyone...
thinking you did it right...
when people complain to me about you..
that i sometimes shield you because i know you know what you are doing...
guess my judgements were wrong...
or was it too early...??

i understand that we are human..
we make mistakes...
at times we do not know if our words hurt others...
i make mistakes too...
im not always right...
im lacking in all aspects...
but, at least you can save my pride and dignity...
cause this isnt the first time you're doing this to me, young lady...
sometimes, talking to an immature person can lead to alot of complications...

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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