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Saturday, July 02, 2005
torn into pieces, 11:32 AM

Idiot ourkeyy...!!!
The last 2 days in ward (should I insert the ward no??) was HELL...
It sucks..
Kesabaran aku betul2 diuji Tuhan...
All my patients have problems...
They are frustrating and impatient so are their family members and relatives..
Diorang ingat nurses are shaking their legs when practically we are running here and there...
We are not having a wonderful time ok hello..??
Some even wanted to complain about our service...
You know, lately, I begin to dislike the word COMPLAINT...
And to sum up the frustration, I only got 52% out of 4 weeks of posting..
All of us got a low grades..
And my grades are DROPPING...!!!!
I'm not slacking ok..
I am not dreaming..
I am never late..
I never leave my patients in the toilet alone..
I never take long breaks...
Maybe next posting I will do all that..
All of us work as hard as the staff nurses or should I said as hard as the Sister and Brother..
I met my objectives and I gave my best shot in every nursing care that I performed..
This is so UNFAIR...
How can she give such a grade when she did not even assess any of my skills??
Pathetic...eeeeeeeeiiiii gerammmnnyyeee!!!!
Lantak kau lah..
I am never going to work in that ward when I passed out as a SN...
Walau bagaimana pun, I am going to take it positively..
This means to say that I have to work extra extra hard in my next posting..haizz
Whatever lah...lets put that aside..
My aunt called me last night..
She needed someone to talk..
She was crying when she talked to me...
She asked for a divorce..
I didn't expect her to go to such extends..
If the wife requested to be divorced, it means neraka pada si isteri..
I know she is never happy for the past few years with my uncle...
She claimed that keindahan hanya sementara, derita berpanjangan..
Situation is getting ironic lah..
Why do men loves to blame women for alot of things that aren't their fault??
Why can't they think rationally??
Why do they have to use hukum to solve every problems...??
Yes, I agreed that in Islam, si isteri harus dengar kata suami but Islam also encourage us to bermusyawarrah in all situation..
Why are not most men practising this??
Hukum....hukum...hukum...
I am frustrated because I am once in the same situation before..
I know how it feels...
I sympathised her..
She is facing a lot of problems all at the same time..
Children, husband, mother, work load..
She is burnt out..
She have not been getting support from her husband...
Haizz...
I hope you won't make any rash moves..
I will always be here for you..anytime..
I love you..

it hurts.

Ifa


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Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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