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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

torn into pieces, 5:43 PM

I am paranoid..
Paranoid with what is happening..
Although I am well versed, I could no longer control my annoyance..
Or, is it because I am sensitive with little issues..
I hate to be intolerant..
I am perplexed with my own situation..
The best thing is, I don't know what I want..

Let me be alone, at least for a minute so that I won't hurt you like now..
It is kind of hard for one to be assured when a person who admires him still look up for him for a reason or another..
It is difficult for one to be ensured when a person whom he used to adore look up for him for a reason or another..
I understand that their presence are way before mine so, I should just shut up..
Despite how I felt, I am convinced and have trust..
I am just afraid that someday, you will tell me all the things that you once told me..
I told Sara about how I feel and stuff..
We exchange thoughts and views..
Glad that she understand the message conveyed..
Sometimes Sara, I just don't know what I am going to do without you..

You know, you don't have to feel despair..
Cause I am nobody..
I am just so sorry..
I can't..

We could no longer enjoy the moment if we stay this way..
Believe it..
Face it..
I hope you get the message when you read this..
Cause, it is best written than spoken..

Perhaps, I am a little bit worked out with test and assessment..
Whatever happens, I must pass!!
I am work hard for it.. Bless me..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
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azlina.
aznita.
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belinda.
dani.
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eileen.
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uma.
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