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Saturday, September 24, 2005

torn into pieces, 8:35 PM

so, i went to the dentist yesterday. i was kind off scared as i have been going missing for 3 months. after much discussion, i suggested if she could take off the braces for me. she asked if i am still keen with the jaw lifting that she mentioned it ages ago. well, i am but, my mum don't. especially when it will alter my facial appearance. there were only 2 options. either i do the jaw lifting or off the braces. after much consideration, i told her i would like to take it off eventhough the formation of the teeth have not reach the expectation. i can't believe what i've just said. well, im kind of sad that i am going to be apart from my braces after like 3 years with it. and you think it is so funny Izzad, Mardia.. so he said "takpelah tahun ni boleh raya dengan gigi baru.." however, even if i still put it on for the next 5 years, i'll still have to take it off. braces is temporary. yeah i know.

ermm.. well, i am going to miss the days when little boys start staring at me and the next moment to their mums and ask "mummy, why is she having metal pieces on her teeth..??" heheh.. normally, i'll just smile..

so, i won't be seeing myself in braces anymore.. that's just what you have been looking forward people.. and im not.

anyway, my Doctor is pregnant.. aha, that's just tell how long i have been going missing.. because her abdomen to getting bigger from the last time i saw her. bila pulak dia kahwin...?? she is pretty. perhaps, the most prettiest lady i have ever met. Dr Janee Lim's the name..

he is sad and worried. still, he don't really expressed his feelings much as always. it's hard getting him to describe her condition. i wanted specific detailed description. ok chill.. he is not a nurse. i can't expect too much. i'll get Sara to do that then. heheh.. next week's attachment.. she is going to be alright. i believe. don't worry so much. it's just some side effects.. what worries me most is when you always think of others before you. just like now, you stretch yourself more than you should.. perhaps, this is one of the factors in you that i adore the most.. ;)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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