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Saturday, October 29, 2005

torn into pieces, 7:33 PM

After the paper at 10, Sara, Mingyu and I sat at the carpark in school..
Mingyu was busy decorating Sara's palm with henna..
While I stood there waiting and dreaming away..
Well, when the 3 sat together, there seemed to be alot of things to blab..
After all, we hasn't been meeting each other for quite sometime..
I meaning talking for quite sometime..
Exams and related stuff have been pulling us apart..
So much to memorised, to master, to worry, to be angry about..
Talking about exams, it drives me nuts..
Hey, what are the things that never drives me nuts?? hehhe..
The thought that after Raya, there will still be exams for me have made me even FURIOUS!!!
But, what's new.. It have been like that for few years now..

So, we were talking about our first encounter..
The first time Sara met Sham's sister..
Aww.. that's so sweet.. very sweet..
Well, she is loquacious.. :)
It is easy communicating when both parties speak..
And of course there is a need to coordinate and control the conversation..

My first encounter was absolutely different from Sara..
She didn't talk to me..
She kept silent.. just like silent war..
It is either she nodded or shake her head..
So, I've got to use therapeutic and non-verbal cues when communicating..
Which is hard for me because I talk a lot.. and I want answers.. hehehh...
According to Erikson's Psychosocial development theory, it is Industry vs Inferiority stage..
Since we are very new, even Freud's theory doesn't work at this instance..
I guess I rest the case because I believe you will speak to me till you will hear me singing "Don't Speak" heheh..
I don't know how easy you will be.. but, you know I will never leave till I make attempts..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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