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Sunday, January 08, 2006

torn into pieces, 10:15 AM

am I angry...?
I am going to touch on a sensitive issue..
I am sorry if my words offended anyone..
One thing is, I have to get this thing off my chest..
I have been tolerating okey..

I just don't understand how people can behave sometimes..
I have never make any comparison between Singapore and Malaysia..
Never did I mention that Singapore is soooooooo advanced in medical technology that they don't believe in hemopathy however you spell it..
I believe anywhere you go, you have a protocol to follow..
I don't even know what the hell is that..
But, I will soon find out okey..

My ears are already burning hearing my cuzzins talking badly about Singapore..
"Kenapa orang Singapore macam gini nie?" "Tengoklah banyak Singapore cars. Buat apa je kat negara orang." "Orang Singapore ni action2 eh." and many more lah.. and it can be very very offending..
tahu lah awak tu pembahas terbaik..
and hey I don't need to be an excellent debator to speak like that..
and like hello... your mum is a Singaporean whether you like it or not..
and I keep my mouth shut..
I don't understand why did I ever do that..
very well, I got another one from a Malaysian doctor about hemopathy yesterday..
he told me this, "you jangan pulak bring up hemopathy to your doctors.." and something else that I will not enclose it here..
so what if Malaysian believe in it and Singaporeans don't..
I bet in life, we have preferences too..
and I bet, some of us here believe in hemopathy too..
you know, I had enough..
you have to stop thinking I live in London or some cave..
and in case you all forgot, I live in here, SINGAPORE..

during the NGT insertion..
he put in size 16 FR for feeding..
I almost got up to my feet but, after the sarcasm, I better just shut..
during the feeds, he told me to push in using the syringe when in Singapore, we are told to let it move down via gravity..
I didn't brought up the issue..
malas nak masuk campur..
If anything happened, I am not going to be responsible..
I am not there even 1/4 of the time per day..
I have to pratice a safe nursing care and I am taught to follow protocols..

deep down, I pity her..
no point voicing out to people who don't listen..
bila dah macam nie, malas aku nak turun JB..
malas dan penat nak dengar benda2 yang menyakitkan hati..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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