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Saturday, February 04, 2006

torn into pieces, 11:38 AM

I log on to friendster this morning..
I was scheming through my friends' profile for updates..
I rarely view Adi's but, today, I did..
I was smilling.. yes.. :)
Ish.. tak sangka aku pernah suka kau macam nak gila..
So much that we went through hur...??
I had a good laugh at myself..
If you know what I mean..

Lately, I am irritable for a reason or not at all..
Don't ask me why..
I can never have the answer..
Slowly, I had to agree that it's the hormone imbalance or something like that..
It is hard to control I tell you..
Sometimes, you did it without you knowing it..
Certain issues can be an absolute irritant..
This can be a damn stressful event..

But, I found something that I can look forward to..
It distracts me..
The 2 lovely little boys at home..
Mum babysit them temporarily..
At least when they are here, I enjoy some less tension moments..
It was a long story on how they got here..
Each time when I got home, they stood there in front of me and smile..
Baby will be complaining to me about those who bullied him..
Sometimes, I feel sad for them for some reasons..
The thing is, whenever I looked at them, I feel peaceful..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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