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Thursday, March 23, 2006

torn into pieces, 9:13 PM

my 2 weeks is almost up.. :)
contented? not quite..
have been a tough week for me..
there's alot to achieve..

i was just thinking about this on the way home..
i wanted to do adv diploma or degree in nursing and stuff like that after my bond..
that tells it why i wouldn't want to get married so soon..
when my friends are like... nak tunang this weekend.. nak kahwin end of the year.. hehe
too soon for me lah..
so, Janna, you go first.. :)
my point is, im seriously cannot take the stress im into..
exams stress..
results stress..
assessment stress..
when the paper turns out to be like shit for me, im stress..
and i can really cry and while waiting for the results.. im not kidding..
i really have to mug..
you should see how many times i visited the practice labs..
and especially when Izzad is in Tekong now, i have to face the difficulties myself..
perhaps i should start thinking like this.. difficulties = joy..
im coping well without him.. so oklah not so bad..

he calls in every night..
vent his anger..
share some terrible and amazing stuff he did for the day..
reinforced his love... heh..
repeatedly telling me "im homesick and lovesick.."
his smses are getting sweeter..
im like in cloud 9.. hmm..
i started listening to the songs that he used to sing for me..
in which i always take it for granted..
surprisingly, silently, i listened to the advices he used to tell me..
we didn't fight at all.. satu kemajuan.. heheh..
afterall, long distance relationship does work for me.. i think so.. hehe..

i appreciated those who have been with me through out..

to mum,
thank you for the prayers and hearing my sorrows..

to Sahara,
thank you for tolerating my nonsense..
telling me to do deep breathing exercise kau tak habis2..
macam aku ni asthma patient kau.. cis!!
i think you should do just exactly what you did to me in the lab next time.. hehe..
fierce jugak kau eh..

and of cos to Benny, for tapping our cards.. ;p

Izzad booked out tomorrow..

my gums are bleeding...

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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