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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
torn into pieces, 11:00 AM

yesterday was wonderful..
but that's not the point..
I just realised something..
after all these years, I am blind..

I don't praise people..
neither do I do it blindly..
but, he is sooooo nice..
he gives comfort to others and not himself..
he priortise others and not himself..
everything not himself..
even when scarcastic words was thrown to him, he smiles..
cis!

I hope you feel comfortable with the people last night..
they praised you..
they like you..
they know you and greeted you..
not that they know and pretend they didn't..
they feel comfortable with you..
they welcome you..
they thanked you..

on the other hand, I didn't get much warmth..
and I am sad..
just about everything..
on the treatment that I got the last time..

oh! btw, when I came home last night, dad was grumbling.. hehhe
"ish! nak sembahyang pun susah. Fan ni terbalik pulak..."
that's because mum change the position of the furnitures in the living room..
and my parents do their prayers in the living room..

10 more days to go..

it hurts.

Ifa


Desires

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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