he called last night..
we talked like usual..
i was a little shocked when he said..
"awk, can we not breakup because of ns?"
"why you said that?"
"because my friends are experiencing it.."

he never said such things, i tell you..
btw us, everything is going to be alright.. Insya'allah..
im just sad that when im in shit, you are not always there..
to avoid shit is not possible.. im trying, still..
especially, when we can't have long conversations..
to end, you just told me.. "awk doa banyak2.. things are going to be ok.."
oklah.. at least something kan..
susah kalau support system dah jauh..

a lot of things is happening to me..
and i thanked God for everything..
it's an eye opener..
luckily, exam are over..
otherwise, instead of having attachment there, i will become IMH's PR..

and he hasn't been singing..
he is not happy..
sing = happy..
that is typical him..
afterall, long distance relationship doesn't work for me..
or does it..?