i am compressing whatever runs in my mind in this entry..
it seemed like a long time since i last blog.. hehe

i have a couple of catching up to do..
to fill those empty lectures that ive missed..
to work on our fyp-blog..
my have weird ideas..
dont get your thoughts running wild or else, we will have nightmares..

i was amazed on how an interesting mental health lectures can pissed me off..
this is not the first time it have happened..
it reflected on how i cope with my daily lives..
its NORMAL for me to be anxious, panick during important moments..
get yourself sponsored and you know what i mean..
it deals with thousand over dollars if i dont clear a module..
anxious doesnt mean i have schizoprenia and need an anti-depressant drug or anti-psychotic drug!!
be logical..
if you are a lay back kind of person, im not!
i work hard.. not bragging but thats what im known for even among the family..
im not proud about it seriously..
it just ME!!
enough said.

its a dear when izzad could go home on a weekday..
mind me saying this..
sometimes this army can drive me super mad..
in a day, they can have alot of changes that we have to make changes after changes to the meetup..

i have a bad news..
my neighbour was diagnose with cancer in the airway..
he is 22 and he is sorry to say a little retarded since young..
he would hit his head when he is in pain..
doctor said the tumour is so big that they could not do an op.. its risky..
to go for xray, he had to be given analgesic because he could not sit still..
to take blood, he had to be tied down..
he will be going for chemotherapy soon..
i feel so sorry for him and family..
it reminds me of my late dearaunt..
cancer patients have the greatest impact on me..

anyway, happy national day