this blog came in the right time..
the time is just so right..

its complicated..
i feel like swallowing pebbles with different colours..
colours of my life..
black and white fill up the space..
its no more the pastel colours ive always adore..

it reflected on my 'disturbing' attitude..
the attitude that pissed someone..
it feels rotten to hear someone commenting on ur bad side..
still, you cant please everyone..
i just feel disappointed with no one but myself..
walking like an anorexic doll, not knowing who to turn to..
im confused..
so much that i wanted to hide the tears, i let out a nervous laugh..
bite the lips hard and i wont sound..

im disappointed..
not the anger that i felt..
some fake and true disappointment..

having to face obstacles can means alot..
it increases maturity..
it improves self..
it makes a person a stronger someone..

but, what i hope best is..
my tears today..
will improve whatever i have to tomorrow..
there's nothing else im asking for..

good day everyone..