it have been a damn hard month..
juggling with personal life and projects at the same time..
not an easy thing to do..
we have completed 2.. and 2 more coming before we wrap up the semester and my poly years..
something i will miss when i start work in July.. Insya'allah..

there seemed alot of things running in my brain now..
jus couldn't get it sort out..

lets talk about Janna!
we met again the other day with noreen..
some similarities we have before and now..

before..
we never fail to have the same height and weight since sec 1..
we will always run for mee soto mak Hairy in school during recess..
we hate maths back then..
she is in the same fuji house as me.. haha
we used to carry the same phone back then..
the only thing is, she loves english when my forte is malay.. still, we enjoy language together!
she's good at commerce when im sucks at it which i always write craps in exams all the time..

now..
she carries the same phone as me not her 3G of cos..
dgn sapelah aku nak ber3G.. heh
when she ate nasi lemak, she hates nuts but enjoy ikan bilis, so am i..
when i eat, i like to wet my fingers on the wet cup at random.. so is she..
i hate the smell of foodcourt.. dia pun same lah.. heheh..

we even like the same guy in school.. hahah..
so kental..
lets just keep this btw us, org lain tak payah tahu.. hehe

so much hur..

looking at Janna now have motivate me in a way..
she's doing her degree now..
but, im still stuck here in poly finishing my diploma..
seriously, i hope to be given a chance to continue to upgrade myself..
i believe i will work hard.. insya'allah..
i want to do a degree too..
im not thinking about getting married if you asked me..
haizz..
hari2 berangan nak pergi uni.. hehe..

Izzad is another important ppl in my life..
things are back to normal.. alhamdulilah..
with doa and keredhaan, insya'allah things will work out.. i believe so..
although sometimes i feel sore and hurt..
i wish i could write it all here without restrictions..
but, you noe some things are just not permeable although its your blog your talking here.

now that i have my second bf, Rad.. hehe..
things aren't so bad..
oh! come on we are not lesbians