last night, like finally the girls meet up..
Janna, Noreen and myself..
we had a long talk..
thanks girls for the time..
i had alot of fun..

one thing i must say is, im GLAD that at least there are still ppl out there who understand my views and is supporting as to why i am reacting this way..
i dont need supporters on the other hand..
all i need is someone to listen to me without agrueing with me for no apparent reasons..

all the things that have happened got me thinking..
i put in a lot of effort, energy, time, sacrifices in my relationship..
even tears for that matter..
so does him..
it already took us a couple of months to a year to understand one another..
i do not wish to see our own hardwork crashes down in front of my eyes because of unnecessary reason and people in any circumstances..!
wah marah nampak?? memang marah!

someday Love, i hope you realised something..
just something that i can never deliver it through my words and writings..
of all the things i wish i can do for you..
i can accept you, your family, the whole lot of them even your little girl that never speak to me maybe not yet.. but, hey, she smiled at me man!
even if its your untidy room..
its just this bit that i hope i can do for you..
if its easy, we would have gotten this done ages ago..
like i said a lot of times, its not..
simply because, this is not easy..

whatever it is, i will give in if that makes you happy..
im not doing this for anyone not even for myself but you!
giving in doesnt make me a sore loser pls..