the team is more united now..
last week was madness..
everyone started throwing temper and wanted individual ways..
and that didn't exclude me..
everyone speak and no one listen..

presentations begins next week for us..
there are still a lot of things not done..
sometimes giving up is what i want to do now but, thinking about the bond and my future, i have to push myself to the core..
why must the bond be so expensive..

hey dear team members, should you be reading this..
can we avoid fighting in future..
i had enough for the whole week..
im sure you all too..
this is mental draining..

we started our day with complaining about our partners..
i had our conversation recorded.. hehe.. something to reflect back someday..
i thought i was the only one facing this unresolved long conflict..
looks like the rest had a hard week as well..
so whats left for us now, we are picking up.. yes. Insya'allah..

Rad and i went out yesterday..
it surprised me when she told me about her problems..
hers, is exactly how Izzad and i started off..
i swear it was the same..
Hafiz is just like Izzad.. not comparing but its true.
i gave her my tips.. i hope it work for her..
if it works out for us, it should work out for the both of you. Insya'allah.. Good luck..
its been a long time since rad and i had a ride together..
i had that space behind her yesterday..
fun is the word to describe it all..
but, even with a lot of fun, deep down here, something is missing..

im missing someone..
im missing something..
i miss him..
the Izzad i once know..