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Monday, July 02, 2007

torn into pieces, 9:05 PM

nothing can describe how pissed i am today..
its the first day of orientation and nothing interest me maybe except for the amazing race..
all the time im yawning, looking at the time waiting when is all these coming to an end and thinking how is wd55 coping..
for all i know, they are sending me to DSOT!!!
and i hate it!!
DAY SURGERY OPERATING THEATRE!!!
its damn disappointing..
im not in MOT like i have requested.. oh my god!
can somebody just calm me down..

ive always wanted an adrenaline rush kind of environment like in intensive care unit, emergency medicine or instance.. but look at that, NONE of my requests are taken into consideration..
im totally begin to hate this place im working in even before it begins..
on second note, i had to serve them for 3 years before i can make an escape..
this is really a pain..

DSOT
no oncalls..
lesser paycheck..
not much exposure compared to mot..
so where do i get that adrenaline rush from is i dont know..

i dont see myself in nuh for long..
maybe after my bond and thats it..
i rather move to sgh or to the private hosp..
i seriously feel that nurses have better respect in private hosp and the workload isnt as bad as here.. how i know this is because ive been observing and asking around..

in 2 days time we will be graduating and we are not given a day off..
plus, we can only leave hosp at 3 when we have to be there by 3.30pm..
addition to that, we are told to bring our gown to hosp and put on our graduation outfit to work..

can somebody just kill me..

on a lighter note, im certain that Allah knows whats best for me..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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