the news was Prof is in Myanmar to deliver a talk..
the same Prof im talking about..
im assuming he will not be back so soon and Dr Raj will take over the case..
but, HE IS dammit!!
he will be doing the first case with ME on monday..
the same case, EVLT..
it is a surgery where we use laser treatment to treat those varicose veins..
its only Friday and when i saw Monday's list, my mind is nothing but EVLT..
so stress.. and today is not even next week..
im coming to work early on Monday..
just to do the bloody cocktail..
i hope once im quite familiar with this EVLT, i'll have more confidence in doing it..
i hope his mo will not come..
because he is blur and im new just as blur..
we dont match so well.. everything will ended up like that day..
im hoping Dr Rajesh to come.. so please come..
and please dont have that cut down stuff..
and please have a smooth, easy mapped veins..

EVLT makes me sick!

never call or sms me on Monday morning..
its going to be my tension period..
wait till i said 'line clear'

pre EVLT syndrome