what a day..
or should i say it WHAT THE HELL!!
today 1 surgeon is an ass..
seriously, if you ask me, hell i dont know what he wants..
i know i anticipate and concentrate in his dumb surgery..
but, guess what, that is never enough for him..
he is ATTACKING ME right from the start just because i am new..
BLOODY IDIOT!!
i understand that the whole surgery didnt went quite smooth because its quite difficult to locate the veins..
does that means ITS MY FAULT??
how can i not be be pissed when, 'pass me the J-wire.'
i started searching when he said 'oh! its here.'
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'hook?'
'oh! its here'
'cannula?'
'oh! its here.'

when the forth one came along i felt like saying, 'Prof, can you open and start using your eyes before you open your mouth!!'
and of course i got that naggings from him during intervals..

you know..
all i want is another 'rematch' with him..
i want to scrub the same case with him and i want to proof to him that i know my stuff okey!
all the more i did this case 3 times already seh..
takkan aku tak faham2 dgn kau nye style.. Ishh!!
on top of that i did my research for each new case seh..

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