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Sunday, September 09, 2007

torn into pieces, 10:49 PM

if you ever caught me sitting upright at my desk, it means im OK..
but if i start hibernating on the bed, im not OK..
simple as that..

ahmad sms me early morning telling me that kak azrina's bf met into an accident..
was asked to sedekahkan al-fatehah..
so i thought im the only one going through a hard time, but, she is going through an even harder time..

with the state im in, only God knows how im going to focus during surgeries tmrw..
no concentration means no anticipation..
no anticipation means Prof will bising2..
sometimes, i just want to scotch tape his mouth..
this is the Prof that dont know how to calm down when anticipating a difficult surgery..
nama je Professor..
i hate him!!
im into hating people.. im so sorry..
so, stay clear..
and i dont want to come to work after mc like last week and people telling me 'what happened? so skinny..'
eeeiii i hate that SKINNY word..
im into so much mess now
im speechless..
im very confused..

its just a matter of 4 more months we agreed on.. haiz

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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