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Sunday, September 23, 2007

torn into pieces, 8:35 PM

i apologise for the broken entries lately..
been going through a hard time.. real rough time..
juggling with personal hiccups blending with work esp in ot is definitely not an easy thing to do..
a fast pace job that requires concentration all the time..
madness!

behind this laughter and smile, only God and i know the truth underneath..
still, i hope to stay strong..

and please.. stop telling me its just 4 years pls..
look, if you gave birth to a child 4 years ago, you will have a 4 yrs old child now. get it?
4 years is a long time.. real long time..
and if you are married 4 years ago and at present, your husband ask for a divorce, would you tell yourself, 'oh! its only 4 bloody years im screwed up with a loser!'
you wont say that kan..
so be realistic..

sorry for my choice of words this time..
some jerk can really be a pain in the ass!

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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