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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

torn into pieces, 7:41 PM

so i went to the staff clinic today. handed them the letter i got from a&e. i clarify again as to when will i get the results and what should i do next. she told me i had to see the doctor after the results for further investigation. oh crap! while i was scrub up for the last case today, the infection control team came looking for me. they left a number for me to call up tomorrow. for a moment i feel that this week seemed to be my 'hot' week. hehe. im praying that Insya'allah everything will be fine. it didnt bark me too much when im occupied. so, i shall stay occupied!

to Mardia Hazwanie, i heard your shout out from mot!! hehe. ssu does help us in exchanging news. and i miss you! muaacckkss!

since we had some nyp students on attachment here in ds, i was looking forward to know who is the lecturer in charge. who knows i might know him/her. and there you go.. its Mdm Foo lah beb. im so glad to see her to tell her that i have followed her footsteps to be a perioperative nurse. i was so much influenced by her then. and im glad God answered to my prayers and i enjoy this job im doing although true enough i do have my ups and downs. but, i take that in the name of learning. when i see myself being able to scrub alone and have gain some trust from the surgeons i work with, it builds my self esteem and confidence. something i never know i can do. just 2 tips to myself and maybe to others, concentration and being fast in surgery is damn important. they cant afford me or anyone else to be blur once patient is under analgesia. imagine if we are operating on your mum or dad or your loved ones and i am blur. i gave him adrenaline when he ask for marcaine for instance? would i be forgiven? =)

so much about theatre nursing. im so much in love with the new solution to the problem i was so afraid to face for weeks. im praying and im hoping and i wish this work. sometimes in life, i see that i work too hard to achieve something. sometimes, i overdone things which had backfired me. when it could be simpler to not do anything. when sometimes i talk alot to proof my rights when sometimes, it could be best to just shut up. the brief judgement in us most of the time have sometimes made us forgotten to listen. when listening can be the best move. and that silence is golden. ignorance is a bliss. =)

have a wonderful day ahead.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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