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Saturday, September 22, 2007

torn into pieces, 12:08 PM

i may be going back to school..
been thinking about it awhile and yeah if things go smooth, next month or next year im back to school..
it feels alittle different not schooling..
working is good in the sense that your cash is flowing.. heh
but, schooling is another next best thing..
i miss doing research and mugging for exams.. weird hur..?
i was telling myself.. if i never ever get married, i will go back to school throughout the rest of my life.. maybe overseas.. do masters or phd for that matter..
nothing is impossible..
im dreaming high here.. hehehe

despite the fact that i dont really like doctors, it does feel great to have them pat on your back and say, 'hey thanks!'
we encountered a quite messy surgery yesterday..
the incision site kept bleeding..
in another words, it can be irritating to bleed even before we get to the op site..
even irritated when it keep bleeding when we are stitching up..
calming down and not panic is the best move to do next..
and im just glad Dr Teo did.. =)

ahmad's birthday is just next week..
i hasnt had time to look for a gift for him.. hehe..
hey dude, thank you for being there for me..
since you've seen how much ive suffered, never make a woman cry..
you will regret for doing so.. hehe
the least i can punish you is, you wont get that comfortable ride in my future fabulous yellow car..!! ehem! hahah..

when i look myself in the mirror, i hate this pair of specs im wearing.
sometimes, when unpleasant issues brought up, i had to keep still and seal tightly..
im bloating up..
i cant speak up..
i had to keep silent.. and yes silence is golden..
someday, cardio myopathy edema will come after me.. heh

the usual Prof was nice to me..
like for ONCE!!
i hope he have trust in me and see that i am capable in assisting in his surgeries..
still, i will be careful..

till then..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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