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Friday, October 12, 2007

torn into pieces, 6:01 PM

oh well. the cleaning, washing, cooking, baking is tiring. dammit. its tiring. why must preparation for tomorrow must be this way. it get worst when the family's favourite thing to do is procastinate. and i dont enjoy doing that. i dont feel the adrenaline rush but just plain frustration. seriously you know what i want to do now? sit in the room and watch ugly betty and eat dendeng! that will just be GREAT! and yes! im not fasting thats why the dendeng have to come along. im feeling weaker each day and the damn drugs are so useless. its not getting me any better. dont ask me what happened. because im not too sure either. im in no mood to sort the matter of how now.

the man in the mrt is so ridiculous. how can he not see me walking towards the seat. i know im thin but still im visible. if he walk into the operating theatre, i make sure he goes home without his balls. for this kind of surgery, i dont need to wait for the surgeon to begin with i definitely can do it myself just as you see!

my vision m is spoilt. so you see my point of frustration. on a hari raya eve pulak tu dia nak condemn. dammit. why is life so sucky!!

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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