a cousin is in paeds icu nuh. he got hit by a lorry last evening. it got me thinking. while i was having fun last night, one person is in pain. see, life is just too short. he had brain bleeding. they did a ct scan again this morning to see if the bleeding have subside. haizz. dah nak menjelang raya. and the suay Saturday seemed surreal. i was just looking at the calendar not long ago. is 1st Syawal really falls on a Saturday?? oh my! suay suay. hehe. not the Syawal. but the Saturday.

now, is kuih tart making before i hit nuh. did i ever mention that whenever im on leave or im having term break when i was schooling, without fail, there will always be somebody who is in chronic illness or injury. this is the pattern in my life that i begin to realise.

i need this suay to go away pls. i just want a pleasant fun time tonight. Rad's msgs is keeping me going like a running wheel. Sufie's views has made me think out of the box. Bonda's advices is holding me from doing something beyond my control. and God is always listening to my sorrows and calming me down. and im just glad =)

have a wonderful weekends everyone.