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Sunday, November 04, 2007

torn into pieces, 11:01 PM

i thank Allah for this to happen. i didnt even shed a tear when i spoke to that BASTARD and that MINAH. the truth is all out. somehow, i hope they are together. yes! please panjangkan lah jodoh mereka, Ya Allah. just so that i can seat back and watch. and of course laugh at them. when talking to her, she has no class. so gedikk. so bitchy. so ber kot-kot. i went like, what kind of language was KOT KOT?? no wonder that Bastard uses KOT KOT when talking to me.

for you to be questioning about my tudung and akhlak, who the fuck are you? you are not even my next-door neighbour. you go and cermin diri sendiri. look at yourself. what do you have? setakat motor buruk yang kasi masalah?? get back to the path lah Izzad. start praying. in my eyes, you still dont know what you want.

Ya Allah, i know all these comes from you. you want to make me a stronger person. you dont want me to endup with a Bastard like Izzad. and i am thankful to you. my hope, you will replace him with someone who can hold my hand and bring me to your path. keep me strong today, tomorrow and forever. i know you are here with me. i believe in you. and i redha. come on Zalifa. you can do this! you are stronger than you think! he is just an asshole. remember that.

i thank my old friends and my new ones. for letting me see things in perspective that i am blinded. thank you so much. i know you all are here with me as well to hold my hands to go through this path where i would call it a learning path.

haizz..

i cant believe im going through this. rest assure. im ok. Insya'allah..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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