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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

torn into pieces, 11:32 PM

i was on the phone with My. she told me she just brokeup. my first reaction was. Ya Allah. (Oh my God). i asked her if she was ok. she sounded really calmed and cooled. she did not cry. not like the My i always know. she is strong. she told me that when she saw me during the ENT workshop two Saturdays ago, she see that i am strong. im laughing. im smilling. and she wanted to be just like me. but, of course babe, behind this smile and laughter, there is pain. when she see me strong, she grew stronger. im glad i can be some form of help eventhough im struggling juggling with a few things in life. surgery and breakup is not easy. no one said this would be easy.
so, we told each other to stay strong. and yes! we are moving on together. =)

my mystery friend is coping with exams and the moving on stuff at the moment. definitely not an easy task either. he is feeling a little down today. rest assure my friend, you will be fine. karma happens and Allah Maha Adil. He will not test you with something that you cannot cope. good luck for exams.

a dude wants to get to know me in the name of friendship. i agreed. we switched numbers. after just 2 smses and 2 short phone calls, i dont think im ready for this. even if its just a friend. yeah! just friends. no big deal. thats what you might say. apparently, i feel so rimas. i just want to be in my little world and meet old old friends. hangout and have fun. he told Sufi he wanted to 'date' me. i went like WHAT?? oh no no. im so sorry. the fact that he has his own car and career makes me went gah gah gah. but, i know myself. im not ready to go on the next train with anyone at the moment. im not like that Bastard. even before his train ends, he have ALREADY went into the next train with a Bitch.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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