she cant take my blog! listen woman, if you cant take it, ada nampak the X sign at the top hand right corner? picit and bye bye. apasal lagi kat sini ni? shoo shoo. aiyoh. susahlah orang macam ni. shoo shoo. berambus please. i didnt invite you here.in case you are wondering about my entries and the presence of my blog. here are my solid reasons. the existence of this blog is an open channel for me and ONLY my friends. so that they know what i am going through and yes, alot have called me and asked if i was fine. apart from the open channel, this is a way to vent my anger and frustration towards life, object and people. hence, a channel to express my joy and victories. if you cant take it, like ive mention, i didnt invited you here and i didnt lay a red carpet to invite you to read in here. the responses that ive got from my recent blogging is tremendous. just so this shows, people care about me and i dont need an asshole like Izzad aka BASTARD.i was asking a friend, 'Babe should i continue blogging about this? i feel good after i let it all out over at MY blog. i dont disturb people's blog. THIS IS MY BLOG for God sake.' 'Zalifa, do what you think is right. continue blogging about it until you are satisfied. no one have the HAK over you. only Allah does.' so, i take that word for word.honestly, my anger mellowed alittle. but, to receive BASTARD's missed calls and smses last night have brought me back in anger. fucking shit!! he tried to beg me like stop blogging about HIS BITCH. look, you are gatal. she is miang. thats a good combo isnt it? you have history of leaving your gfs for another woman. and she is a BITCH gedikk that sort. if she can offer me, Izzad's ex gf, her no, which i dont get it why she must do that, with that Brat, she can offer macam2 lah. i leave you thinking. about helping, now that you BABIS are together, so she was trying to HELP me to salvage my relationship? then again, help me or help herself? Izzad is like a food in a buffet tray, pls help yourself. i tell you what, she should be HELPING you to pay me up. yes! thats what i call HELP. for you to be going out with her when you are in the relationship with me is unforgiven lah BASTARD. for she to go out with people's bf is unforgiven too.you claimed that i brag about my current position?? whats there to brag about, Izzad Rahim? you are a driver, pergi drive jelah. drive baik2 jangan accident lagi. my current position in dsot is my hardwork. i study hard for what i achieved today. i am a Staff Nurse and im glad im one. should you think that i am SO SO successful, shouldnt you be doing something to your life?? you shouldnt be saying these to me about my career and all if she definately not up to my standard. Buzz off lah beggar. i need to move on. with your constant msgs begging and disturbing my life, you are just MENYUSAHKAN my hidup. cukuplah.Hasan was telling me, 'i think we hangout with the wrong group of people.' and i totally agreed. i hangout with a BASTARD.thanks girlfriends for being here with me. Mardia, thanks for the blog entry. when i see you, i stay strong and stronger. and i thank Allah for this to happen. it shows me what kind of person he is before we go up on the next level. a msg from a friend that touches my heart."You should be strong. And you must cry. It's ok to cry. I cried everytime. I did. And im not ashame to share this with you. Cry your heart out in silence but never let your family know. Let the pain hurts you till your immune to it. Listen to sad songs. And just think about the so-called good times and just fucking cry. You'll feel better after that. But dont do stupid stuff like make yourself fat or what. I recommend you one song, 'Glenn Fredly - Akhir Cerita Cinta.' Just cry. If cannot, call me and i'll cry with you. =)"another said, 'Zalifa, i know this is not you. kau tgh marah. i know this. you are strong than you think.' thats why im saying. dont cheat on me. if you do, this will happen. Sufi used KOT KOT on me yesterday. i went like, 'pls eh. no KOT KOT in this conversation.' wahahaha.my sight towards you and your bitch is sangat sangat rendah. and you or your bitch are in no position to threaten me. just in case, should she have 'problems' with you in future, ahah. please call me. i will HELP you. hahah. i show you the meaning of HELP. heheh. and i 'll be more than glad to tell you his strength and weaknesses. wahahahha..
thank you you'll =)
