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Thursday, November 22, 2007

torn into pieces, 9:37 PM

right up from Monday till today, we have been working really hard. we hardly had a full break. no one relief us for lunch. we had to finish all our cases before we had our break. and i only had 15 mins of lunch and they page me. shit.

im back to my original place, theatre 6. the moment i step into ot 6, i tidy my sterile items and do a little bit of cleaning. its been 2 weeks since i was in ot 6 and it look like a garbage bin. main letak sembarang je. but its ok. i will check my stock tomorrow should i have the time. ive tidy the whole place and please dont mess it up. im a neat person and i dont like things untidy.

i scrub my fav Prof case today after so long. alhamdulilah it went well =) ariba ariba. you sure can do this Zalifa. come on. there isnt anything you should be afraid of if you are confident in doing it. so no more basket! Prof case tomorrow. now that our laser operator will not be assisting us anymore, the scrub nurses had to learn to operate the laser machine. on Monday, im on my own operating that machine. my backbones are on leave. then again, come on Zalifa. you can do this. its just a machine.

we had Dr Mark's list on Tuesday. he is known for 'dancing during surgery'. yeah. especially when we have Shaye, Pragya and me in the same theatre. we will dance with Mark. wahaha. menjadi-jadi. im badly influence with this dancing stuff.

my batch friends in dsot have signed their confirmation letter. yes! they have become dsot confirm staff now. congratulation you all. =) but, i have not sign mine. my Sister is out of town. hmmpff. however, one of the Sisters clained that im a fast learner. ishh. Masya'allah.

just a few words to myself. come on Zalifa you dont need him to start achieving again. even without him, you can do well. you dont need him to listen to your life stories nor your problems. you have God, family and friends. you have gain back your appetite without him telling you to eat all the time. you dont need to listen to his voice to make you smile. you can be happy without him. most important, you dont need his support to keep you going. if he doesnt care about you, there are alot more people who cares. you are stronger than you think. everyone said so. so be strong and be one. Insya'allah you'll be ok again. just remember slowly but eventually. and dont try to dig the plaster. =P

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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