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Thursday, November 15, 2007

torn into pieces, 8:39 PM

why is it that no one call or sms me to tell me that Bastard dah mati?? so it means he is still alive and still breathing...? haaiiisshh. bilalah dia nak mampus. everytime, i see myself crying and how he treated and CHEATED me, memang confirm tiada maaf at all! hence, i still checkout on the papers to see if he is dead. a friend told me to go easy on this one. always reminding me to be in his shoes that he is the first child in the family and he has 2 sisters and that the family rely on him mostly. if he is dead, i shall not elaborate. you think about it. well, i agreed at some point. look, kalau dah tahu macam tu, kenapa nak hancurkan semangat and nak mainkan perasaan orang?? if that never happen, will i hate you this much? so its my turn to say this, 'sekolah tinggi2 tapi masih bengap. diploma tu kan, Zad. pergi bawak masuk kubur sudah.' eeeiiii. at the moment, i hate him too much. and yes, if i see him, i want to slap his face, punch his stomach, break all his teeth and kick his balls! biar terus sterile. importantly, scratch his bike or burn it.

but another friend have spoil the whole thing. she said i sound as though i still care about him. babe, its HATE. yes! its HATE. not CARE. i hate him and i cant forgive him and he is acting as though he is innocent. biasalah orang macam gini memang hidup selamba je. thats why i say. just go and die lah Izzad. G-O A-N-D D-I-E!!

at work, my name have become Zalifa to Ifa to Adik to Skinny no 2 to Nurazlifa to Lifa to Lefa to Nur to now, Johanna!!! hahaha. maybe if i ever have a daughter i will name her Johanna. and i will call her. JoJo Baby. haha.

the time when we just dont care about people around us..

thats just how the desk is for weeks. im a neat person but, i just cant be bothered now.

NUH umbrella!! i loike..!

good night you'll..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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