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Saturday, December 22, 2007

torn into pieces, 9:22 AM

Ive always fear to scrub for Professors. my heartbeat fast and i'll have palpitation. but, i like the adrenaline rush. =) i scrub for the paeds Prof yesterday. the usual fear that i had. Insya'allah, i will overcome this fear someday. however, Prof is always in his cheerful mood. we had our usual little conversation while waiting for the patient to be under GA.

'why are you so skinny? are your family members the small size kind?' 'haha. yes Prof. my elder sister is so much smaller than me.' 'smaller than you? how can that be?' 'i dont know. Prof, do you think i should put on a little weight?' 'no need lah. hmm. but, i think you should. just a little. otherwise, you'll look like a balloon. you saw that anesthetist balloon? probably your cheeks are like that if you put on too much.' 'hahah.' 'so, do you celebrate Christmas?' 'no lah Prof.' he turned and looked at me. 'then, what do you celebrate?' then this Michael menyibuk. he said, 'Prof, she's a Muslim.' 'then, you celebrate Haji lah yesterday.' 'ha. yalah.' then this Pang another menyibuk. 'Prof, she cannot go haji lah. she's not married.' Prof went, 'yalah. of course.' I went, 'nolah. not married also can go haji.' Prof said, 'cannot.' i was like eh2 si Prof ni. step faham je. he continued, 'what i mean is, if your not married, you cannot go alone. must have next of kin.' 'hahaa. wah! Prof you know ah. clever lah you.'

and yes! i talk to him that way. probably because im comfortable with him.

a few task to do today. we are having dsot year end party and exchange gift!! yeah! sape2 yang dapat my gift mesti suka. haha. i took 3 days to decide on the gift. Winny was whinning. 'Ifa you are looking for a gift or looking for a husband ah?' cis! biskut betul. if this is how i look for a gift, what more a husband =p

next, meet Sufi. go to bank. open an account. nak simpan duit for university. Insya'allah. go to school and enroll for next year.

semoga Allah memberkati hidup kita semua =)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
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azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
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shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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