# iced;

Friday, December 28, 2007

torn into pieces, 1:30 PM

i nailed ORIF yesterday! ariba! ariba! Alhamdulilah. ive been going home with disappointment each time i do orif. however yesterday, i was telling myself, you can do this alone. dont ask anyone for help. i made it. My thanks goes to Allah swt for His guidance. anyway, Dr Amit was great.

sometimes, i just dont get my nurse managers. Sis Wendy always wanted me to do orthopaedics but, Sis Law, never wanted me to. honestly, ive started to like assisting ortho and trauma cases. she dont even allowed me to go to Ortho and Hand Dept buffet dinner next week! wth. but, im still going i dont care! hah.

the question of mot was brought up again. the cardiac theatre. =) perhaps, next year i try my luck. one of the senior staff was telling me to start applying for adv dip next year. but, isnt it so fast? im only a 6 months old staff nurse and i dont even know what is it like in mot. however, the thought of going back to school turns me on. ive always like going to school. sometimes, i wish im mugging for exams now instead of working! haha. a bit terbiat. i know. i like to go upfront and present my hardwork while Mardia usually love to do the power point slides! hehe. and Sara, our best speaker, likes to do the introduction.

mentioning about school, im going back to school next year. Insya'allah. they shortlisted me for interview already. i hope i sail through smoothly.

this weekend will be a pack weekend. its 30th baby. and i will be 22. an increase in age which i hope will make me wiser in thoughts and emotions. with 2008 in just days, im praying and hoping to be fated with the REAL man. no more man who is just after my money, man with no principles, man who are irresponsible and of course a jerk to sum it up. still, i dont want to date anyone for the time being. i want a full recovery.

oh btw, guess who i saw yesterday? its Bastard! wtf! the first thing that comes to my mind was, tak mampus2 dehni! i hate him. i hate to see his face. i dont remember hating anyone like how i hate him today. i thought i would give him a punch or slap him or kick his ass. instead, i fasten my speed. i dont want him to see me either. like i said, my sight towards you is sangat2 rendah and sangat2 hina. once, you cheat on me, i'll remember forever!! and thats the thing about staying in the same neighbourhood. shit!

when sometimes, i hope the team doctors and i will do an orif on him one day. just so that i can punch him on the operating table or broke his other hand before we start the operation. haha. and thats how much i hate him. like ive always told him, 'jangan main2 dengan perasaan dan semangat org.'

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

stats counter

designer joy.deprived
fonts&brushes x x x
images x
image hosting x
software
Adobe Photoshop 7.0 & Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0