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Thursday, December 13, 2007

torn into pieces, 11:31 PM

we had TOP marathon this afternoon. 6 TOPs in 45 mins! normally for tops, we do not need scrub nurses. but, this afternoon, i helped Dr S. heheh. she was telling me, 'eh, next week, you do top again ah with me.' 'ish! dont want ah. sinful.' haha. because we had to empty the theatre by 1530 for Prof's case, we practically run S's cases like mad. she told me to help her sign some prescriptions and mcs after she has vetted and printed. hehe. aku pun ape lagi.. but of course, i make sure i signed it in front of her. this is what i mean, doctors and nurses work hand in hand. when the rapport is good, they'll trust you. they will even let you whack the diathermy for them. then again, of course all these are under their guidance and supervision. we dont whack on our own.

met janna for dinner at bpp. for one thing, im only really comfortable to hang out at bpp. i just dont want to meet assholes. if you get what i mean. anyway, we are quite in the same position. wahaha. but, mine is quite minor. nowadays, something that i dont like, i will throw, delete, discard, dump and erased. no hegeh2 all. hehe. i dont want to hurt myself anymore. enough is enough. may it be about work, family, friends or other personal issues. thats when i threw away 2 pairs of shoes he bought. its quite difficult for me because, i love shoes. throwing them away is ermmm... not easy. but, i did. =) things that i missed packing when i send the stuff, i throw away. throw away makes me think im throwing him out of my circle of life as well. you'll be surprise, even his little2 notes in my books, organiser or where ever, i throw them. suddenly, im good at throwing things lately. haha. i was grumbling to winny about what i should do to his pictures in the laptop. for me to delete them, its ermm.. i cant. no matter how much i tried to erased him from my life, memories will remains. that, i cant denied. she gave me a brilliant idea. she told me to burn it into a cd and pass it to her. when i have a new bf or im over and done with, she'll return it to me. brilliant isnt it? hehe

to you janna, if you can go through your breakup that is soooo heartbreaking, this, is just peanut butter!! hahah. twist it around with your little finger.

its mugging time. my schedule is pack. woohoo!

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
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azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
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maria.
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uma.
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