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Thursday, December 06, 2007

torn into pieces, 11:51 PM

Vit came up to me with an unexpected question. 'babe, are you in love?' i went, 'huh?' with one eye brow raised. 'because you looked like one. are you back in love with the same man?' 'hahah. no and never! im out of love and im not in love.' 'what about the nus champ you got to know sometime back?' 'wahahah. trust me. we are just friends. his presence just compliment my life and thats it. im still coping.' =)

mentioning about coping, Hasan used to tell me that mending a broken heart its like a push and pull kind of thing when sometimes you feel you're doing good when sometimes, you dont. according to him, its a sinosoidal curve. thats just exactly how im going through life at the moment. lacking of sleep can irritates everyone. may you be a year old child or even an 80 years old elderly and of course to those who suffers insomnia as well. to be honest, i hasnt been sleeping well for already 2 weeks. its sucks BIG time. im surviving with just 4-5 hrs of sleep per day when i usually enjoy 8hrs and sometimes more. especially with a long surgery list the next day, it pissed me another BIG time. dah lah susah tidur. surgery list panjang2 plak!

Mardia used to tell me when i first announced my breakup. she said, 'ifa, if you can go through this breakup, you can go through just anything.' thank you babe. =)

ive just seen the youtube adi forwarded me through the email. its about a lady who fought with her bf on her mobile in the mrt. she was shouting. practically screaming. heh. she kept questioning, 'sape perempuan tu?' Masya'allah. im glad i still believe in Allah and i still have some Iman with me when i was really out of control once upon a time. heh. well, it got me thinking abit about women nowadays. they aren't that great either. no offence please. but look around us. will you ever find a really good woman who is faithful irregardless, who is able to go through thick and thin with you, who is always with you even when you are penniless? most important, who doesn't steal another people's bf. perempuan sekarang dah macam ape. my usual statement.

i leave you thinking. good night =)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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