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Saturday, January 12, 2008

torn into pieces, 10:25 AM

a busy and tiring week for me. day surgery looks like mini major ot now. =) yesterday, i did ACL for the first time. yeay!! finally. i seemed to enjoy scrubbing for orthopaedics. however, i know someday, i will get sick of ortho. hehe. a reason why i manage to scrub for ACL is because Sis Law is on leave. nyehehe. kalau tak, hmm madang je.

ive been busy with work, school and dating. =) everynight, i always tell myself to do some readings before i sleep. however, once, the head is on the pillow, im in twilight zone. every morning, i will tell myself, whatever it is, must read on the bus. but, i ended up sleeping. as a result, i hasnt been reading. hence, due to lack of rest and sleeping, im mentally unstable. haha.

Sufi's sister-in-law wanted to matchmake me with her husband's friend. haha. this is funny.
Sis: adik, Ifa ni kawan kau yang ajak kau pergi belajar eh?
Sufi: haah. kenape?
Sis: Ifa ni single.
Sufi: dia baru breakup jugak. single lagi.
Sis: dia nak tak kalau kakak kenalkan dia dgn kawan abg kau. umurnya 32.
Sufi: 32?? macam Ifa nak. ada kereta?
Sis: ada.
Sufi: handsome tak?
Sis: kalau rupa mungkin kurang sikit.
Sufi: Apa qualification?
Sis: dia higher nitec.
Sufi: alah....

wahaha. Sufi do know the kind of man i go for. bravo. nevertheless, car is never important to me. im planning in getting my own red car. =) im not a materialistic evil. i dont go for man's money. i work hard for the things i want in life. im not like those girls who goes for man with bikes or cars or lorries or aeroplanes or money for that matter. when sometimes, i cant denied that i miss riding. haha. yes! i love speed. for one thing, i dont miss riding his stupid bike. i can tell you that i like to look at this superfour or abg Fir's bike, varadero. good stuff baby =)

when i looked back time, i should have let him die during his financial crisis. i should have left him at the roadside each time his stupid bike buat perangai. i should have not offered to pay for the servicing. i shouldnt have lend him my cashcards and has the cheek to tell me he will throw it back at my face! thats how rude he is now. just when i look at my book collection, i know i miss one really nice book. My Bestfriend's Girl by Dorothy something. and its with Bastard and he didnt even finished reading it. useless. i always wanted to share this book with my bestfriend.

Alhamdulilah im financial stable at the age of ermm.. 17? yeah. that young. i was working in np after Olevels for about a year and i went back to sch in nyp for the next 3 years and here i am in nuh working full time. Alhamdulilah.

Selena was asking me while we were circulating together. 'Ifa, you are pretty. you sure have a boyfriend.' 'wahahahahakakak. i dont.' and i smiled. 'hur? really? why?' 'i brokeup 3 mths ago.' 'you left him?' 'no. he left me.' 'how long was the relationship?' '4 years.' 'so long? but why? how come?' 'you know Selena. im glad it happen. for i know who he really is before we go up the next level. we are not meant for each other.' 'dont worry. you will be with someone who is much better.' =)

im running late. i continue when i comes back..

have a fabulous day you all =)

adious..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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