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Saturday, January 05, 2008

torn into pieces, 2:06 PM

ive been wanting to blog about whats going on and since the tagboard is off, ahah, it makes life simpler for me to write just about ANYTHING.

i called Yazid last night. we discussed abit about the tagboard. i had a few options and after which, i decided to do this. tagboard is the problem then remove it lah. simple. problem solved =)

ok. Thurs was madness. the first laproscopic case that i scrubbed had a few complications. Stephen Chang had bloodshot eyes not because of the hangover but, because of his oncalls. and we had to have a difficult surgery. he normally does laproscopic surgeries in just 20 mins. however, that particular case took us 2hrs 30mins.

not only i had to make my circulating nurses run for additional instruments. i made them run to major ot to borrow stuff too. hey, you all, im so sorry. for that one lap chole, i used up 3 sucker ends, 2 tv system, 7 trocars, 2 scissors, 2 marylands and 3 telescopes. unfortunately, one of the telescopes was bent during operation. Sister came in, she looked at me with BIG eyes. 'Ifa, what happen?' 'ermm. im not sure. he got it bent somehow.' 'ok nevermind. just put it in my office later.' pheww. i was told that 1 telescope cost 10 thousand dollars or more. Ya Allah. after the surgery finally over, people start asking me what happen. thats the thing about being a nurse, people will ask you what happen not the surgeon. the one who used the instrument is not me. its him. not forgetting i had to change gloves 3 times.

sometimes, i hate Thurs. the lap cases i scrubbed are always the difficult ones. however, doing difficult cases make you efficient and you learnt more than the rest. i take that in the name of learning. hah! takpelah. sembarang.

met Janna after that. we had NEW YORK pizza baby. good stuff. and hey dear, i love the gift. thank you so much.

tomorrow is the first day in school.. wee. i am so excited. Insya'allah i will sail this 4 years. come on Zalifa you can do this!

i was telling my aunty yesterday, 'when the day i die, i want to pass away at home. i dont want to pass away in the hospital although thats the place i go to everyday and i dont want to be post mortem.' then again, kita merancang. Tuhan menentukan. that explained the sudden family gathering. im glad im a nurse today as i am able to help myself, family and the society. Alhamdulilah.

and that also explained why the message comes in early morning.
'kak, are you going for the funeral tmrw?'
'smbrg ah aku boleh cabut keje.'
'i want the day off from work. penat nak mampus! ok set. kol brape nak pegi?'
'0730 bangun. 0830 ciau. naik cab.'
'ok sembarang.'

and she's just in the next room. hehe.

my breakup can turn me into a mean person. like ive mention lots of times, never try to cheat on me. i'll hate you and everything about you. yes! everything. Mardia dear, thank you for always supporting me. you should know how much i love you! confirm lah you jadi i punya pengapit besok2! haha.

i was telling the girls at work, if there is a person who looks in love, it is.... Azlina! she smile alot these few months. they went, 'Ifa, you, before breakup, smile. breakup, smile. after breakup, smile. got hate tags also smile.' whats there to be sulky about..?

hey,i think i like someone. =)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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