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Sunday, January 20, 2008
torn into pieces, 11:39 AM

some things can really pissed me off BIG time. first, i lost my retainers. second, my cordless phone is dead now. i really feel like slamming it right now. third, im tired. forth, Sister wants to know my in-training hours which, ive not done a single thing about it. sometimes i wonder why she has to ask me this kind of things when i am so busy in the theatre. apart from it, ive to do her cardex which ive not completed yet. why cant she just do it herself. afterall, she sits in front of the computer for whole 10hrs. when im not just standing (thats the reason the development of varicose veins) but, practically running the whole time at work. trust me when i come to work on Mon, she'll ask me to repair her computer pulak! fifth, ive to do my reading lah. im desperately rushing for time to accomplish my goals in life. sixth, ive 6 pairs of jeans/trousers i have to alter!! seventh, i want to change my blogskin. same thing, not enough time to sit and do it nice. eighth, ive to get material for my sister's wedding. nineth, ive to meet Rad to pass her some materials. tenth, i hardly had time to date =( often than never, i'll said, sorry lah im busy. bila free pun tak tahu. one thing that i will somehow find time is, i will find time for my friends. irregardless. somehow. somewhere. 2008 is indeed a busy year for me.

in the theatre, we are doing excellent. Alhamdulilah. but, the reception is one madness place. one of the reception staff is honestly, getting to my nerves. the whole week i have to put up with her rude attitude. and im not the only one. i totally understand that reception is a stressful environment to be in. you have to do the listing, answer calls, call patients for the next day surgery, fetch and send patient back to the wards, attend to the vendors and also answer our questions. still, that doesnt mean you can pekik2 at reception and talk rudely to patients or anybody. and what makes anybody think being in the theatre is not stressful. hence, all the time, its just behind the doors, only the surgical team knows. we never go hysterica when we exit the ot. the idiot part, Sister can back her up and blame us. what the f.. HELL. next week, if she is rude again, first, i will tell her off nicely. tak jalan jugak, i will tell her off upfront. tak jalan jugak, i will march to Sister office. with this unprofessional attitude, complain letters will start coming in. just as you see.
ive been to a few people's wedding, sometimes i wonder when will i get married. hahaa. what matters is not when but who..? i want the real man and not those from my past or worst than my past. i look forward for a better man and thus, a better life and future. enough is enough.

on the way to Segamat, Azlina went, 'kau tu memilih.' i laughed it out. there are reasons to be choosy from my point of view. luckily, i did not have this in my criteria, 'my future husband will have to go for hiv test before marriage!' hah ambik kau. look around, ada ke lelaki jujur dalam dunia ni...?

they were a little worried that my nasi lemak was untouched. i did not eat until it was 1900. this is what happens when im a little down. i avoid food for days and not feel hungry. im serious. probably that could be the reason why i barely eat when Bastard was away to Taiwan. to think back, i should have eat and not bother about him at all. balik Taiwan je jadi penipu. Basket! until today, my friends still tease me, 'Ifa, im just saying. no offence. the things that he bought for you mana tahu. buy one. get one free. kau punya yang free. jadi adil, yang no1 dapat no2 pun dapat.' wahahha. my favourite statement. hotak kau.
i got bitten by a bird on my nose!

it hurts.

Ifa


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Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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