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Saturday, January 19, 2008

torn into pieces, 11:25 PM

THE WHINES

this is what i call the ups and downs in life. yesterday you are happy. tomorrow, belum tentu lagi.

i lost my retainers. 385 bucks goes down to the garbage bin just like that. im furious right now. thats the reason why i switched off my mobile. i dont wish to be disturb for the time being. honestly, it depresses me. yah big deal.. just retainers what..? if it cost $3.85, nak hilang 5 kali pun takpe. or if it cost $38.50, i can still let it go and get a new one instantly. but, this, cost close to 400. its alot of money for me.

i dont blame anyone for the lost. i am just too angry at myself for being so careless and take it for granted all the time. dah tahu mahal taknak jaga betul2. this is not the first time i misplace it. however, this is the first time i lost it and never found it again. sigh. im really pissed off and feel so down right now so i really dont need whoever's dirty comments. save it.

lately, i hardly had time for myself AT ALL. the cases are quite long and once i washed up and solat, im damn tired. so tired that those books that i wanted to read left unread. im lack of sleep. ive been having ridiculous dreams. Ya Allah. my prayers and hope is that i can pull through 2008 without having too many hiccups. this is just January man.

i need a break. i really do. i want to run. running always make me feel good..! sports makes me a happy person. metioning about sports, my fav girls are so excited about futsal. hah. soon, i will have Nurzalifa's team. haha. aiseh. Ahmad and i finally set a date to canoe. probably just the two of us and the sea. romantic kan..? haha. sorry Ahmad. im mentally unstable at the moment =)

adious..

good night Lovelies..

Winny, you're sweet. and i love you just as much..! thank you for everything =)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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