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Friday, May 02, 2008

torn into pieces, 10:35 PM

a friend is going through probably the hardest period in her life. despite the busy schedule juggling with school work and real work, i do not know how some people can make a point to fight. ok that is some crap im typing. im totally worn out and bearly can open my eyes right now. but, i still want to blog.

this entry is specially for her.. she, who is like a sister to me.

well, she was asking me about how i was before breakup, during the process and thereafter. its not easy to rake about the past but, if my past is a learning point for her, i dont see why i wont tell. afterall, she seen me in all the phases. so, there i was telling her, suddenly, she asked if i was going to cry. probably my cramp expression show it all. for all we know, we started crying!! hahaha. Masya'allah. yes! cried and laughed at the same time. i guess, this is what i call true friends who will cry with and for you. but, do not get this incident wrong. i was a little emotional and got caught up. thats all. =)

babe, you know. if you're reading this, things happened for a reason. breakup to me is the LAST resort. i still do not think that breakup is the solution to ALL problems. giving up is a sign of weakness. take this as a test and a challenge. if you succeed, congratulation. if you dont, you'll find someone BETTER. especially when he show all the three factors that we've discussed earlier. take small steps and take it at your own stride. my best line, "slowly BUT eventually!" so, good luck!

=)

she said, 'i see that you are quite a cheerful person. you cry now but, you smile and laugh later.' wakaa. Alhamdulilah. i like being this way. for, i dont have to feel the unnecessary pain and worries.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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