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Sunday, February 10, 2008

torn into pieces, 11:01 PM

'im getting engaged this December.' Sufi wrote on my paper in class. 'SERIOUS??' i wrote back. i turned to her. she smiled. 'abeh! aku macam mane?' hahaa. 'eh eh kau.' ahaha.

someone's getting engaged. im no where meeting my Mr Husband to be. shit. am i going too slow? i guess im just taking my time and its perfectly fine, i think.

Sufi, being herself always tried to matchmake me with just whoever she knows. she asked me over a meal, 'i have this friend whom you would want to get to know. nice champ.' as usually, i asked her my standard questions. tinggal mana. kerja apa. family macam mana. handsome ke tak. kurus ke tak. and it goes on. shit. i hate to go through this 'get to know' cycle. its so tiring. can i just skip this part.

a friend told me, 'kalau kau cerewet2 nanti sampai tua tak kahwin!' cis! at least now, i go easy with my options already.

that aside, i bought a book, 'PS: I Love You' im only in the fifth chapter and i cried. haiyoh! sungguh emosi. hehee.

if i ever receive this, i'll cry...

My darling Holly,
I don't know where you are or when exactly are you reading this. I just hope that my letter have found you safe and healthy. You whispered to me not long ago that you couldn't go on alone. You can, Holly.

You are strong and brave and you can get through this. We shared some beautiful times together and you made my life...... you made my life. I have no regrets.

But, I am just a chapter in your life - there are many more. Remember our wonderful memories, but please don't be afraid to make some more.

Thank you for doing me the honour of being my wife. For everything, I am eternally grateful.

Whenever you need me, know that I am with you.

Love for ever,
Your husband and best friend,
Gerry.

PS. I Love you. . .

now, i really feel like crying. im outta here.

adious..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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