firstly..
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU...!!
WELCOME TO THE FAMILY.... =)
it feels great to have a brother-in-law. it sounds a little funny to hear Abg Fir called mum, Mak. im laughed silently. haha. nevertheless, welcome to the family.
ive been busy spending time with the family, with the books, with work and catching up with friends where i wish i had 8 Zalifas. life would be simpler for me. i assisted Suresh Nathan today. pheww. Syukur to Allah swt that everything went well. he did not yell at me. its alright if he did not smile as long as he is not angry. im happy and thats just good enough.
back to the wedding. ermm.. oh yes! i cried after the 'saksi-s' said 'sah'. haha. i dont understand why i did that. dont laugh. i was caught up with emotions. people are getting married and im single. i understand the 'no rush' theory but, you know some emotions im going through that i cant explain at the moment. hehe. Hasan and i had a short conversation like how we like someone but, we cant love that particular person because we dont know how to love anymore. i guess it normal to feel this way since, im not feeling this alone. i called this withdrawal syndrome. ok! my love affairs aside.
i must say that i had lots of fun last weekend. a brand new experience altogether. excellent. =) i got to know new friends as well. (sempat!) Janna and Mardia came.. the Bestie met the Bestfriend. haha. Yazid finally manage to fulfill his wish to 'bukak silat pengantin' Shahida's mum helped out with the last minutes like decorating the 'sirih dara'. thank you for helping my family, guys. you all have been my best people. =)
guess what?? the ex came. haha. an old old old friend who became my bf for awhile and we become good friends now. im glad that we are still friends till today despite whatever that have taken place. few people told me to you know go for him which i say no. first, we dont beat the same rhythm anymore and he is seeing someone else and i like someone else too. so, forget about it. we are better off this way. however, im glad we are cool and we are friends. if there were any flaws it would be..... i hate when he start saying, 'eh! lu ingat tak surat2 yang lu kasi gua satu masa dahulu...?' 'alamak! lu nak kena kape??' or 'eh! you dahlah gemokk. pendek. tgk macam Ila, kurus and tall.' yeah. and it goes on. hahah.
what i like most about last weekend is that i was being watched because of the white songket!! i LOVE that songket. hahah. attention seeking beb. haha.
adious guys..
