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Monday, March 10, 2008

torn into pieces, 10:13 AM

im glad that im blessed with really protective friends. if anyone tries to be 'funny' with me, they stood up even before i could react. haha. which is good!! at least they managed to send the 'think before you speak' message across. hehee. often than never, we speak without thinking which i am not excluded. another of human nature which is never easy to avoid but, can be avoided.

if only my hate taggers who tried to shield the ex from my swearing bloggings apologise after the tension period, i would have calmed down much earlier. hahha. and only if he apologise too for all the shit he have caused. i would be less angry. instead, he told me to listen to 'sorry, put the blame on me.' hahah. the song sucks btw.

when i looked back at my angry entries, oh God! little that i know i have sworn that much or i was that angry. haha. bukan main marah lagi. whenever i feel guilty about it, the friends are always out there to tell me, 'he hurt you. you dont have to be guilty about this. he cant be bothered to even apologise.'

somehow this happiness have wiped off those evil angry attitude i was in at a point of time. so pleaaaassee, never make this 'small' person here VERY angry because, i will be VERY mean. because, i will look like this....

that aside, i met the part time bf aka the snobbish icu trained busy man who thinks kkh staff are the nicest people among all the hospital in singapore! huh! thats in one breath for you. haha. sometimes, talking to someone who is in the same field is a blessing. you dont have to keep explaining before you get to the point which i will be pissed off even before i get to the point. thats one reason why i cant be a teacher. =) i can face blood everyday, but, teaching, ive no passion and patients.

we were debating about 'who can resuscitate efficiently vs who can maintain aseptic techniques better.' hah. ambik kau! he claimed that icu nurses can maintain aseptic very well otherwise, how do they insert central lines in icu with 0 infection. well, from my point of view, why do they still insert port cath in ot...?? besides, the efficiency of the theatre nurses, it is also because they do not want any infection to sit in as theatre environment have the correct, not only that, puurfeectt humidity and temp to avoid breeding of bacterial and fungus! thats another one breath for you. hehe. i cant win Ahmad yesterday. he kept blabbing and i kept listening. so, this is the opportunity to get back at him. hahaha.

nevertheless, i hope you like your new place. im not stereotyping but, we just dont want you to become a 'mat' after 2 years. by then, i will NEVER go out with you anymore! so good luck..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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