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Monday, March 17, 2008

torn into pieces, 8:57 PM

i am at recovery room today..!! yipee! well, working in recovery in dsot isnt that bad. i dont feel THAT tired. i enjoy learning new stuff. but, i cant stand the patient's saliva. haha. its fun working with different group of people instead of the usual surgeons, i get to work with the anasthetist this time. its just my first day and i told him, 'eh! this one can discharge what..' hehe.

seriously, if they put me in recovery for a week, i wont mind. the staff work pretty fast. perhaps because some patients are still unconscious when they enter recovery. quite cool. i get to give injection which i hasnt given for a long. hehe. i love poking people =)

i have been liking or ive just started liking someone which im not too sure which one. haha. im just plain confused. i cant tell you who because this person is very close to the heart and he doesnt know about it. i wont tell him. i hasnt meet him either maybe not yet. maybe never. maybe will. maybe and just maybe.. we have been communicating through the internet. funny dude with pretty face. i like him because he captures this heart. hence, its not difficult to communicate with him probably because we share the same frequency and interest..

i dont think i will ever tell him anything. the friendship with him have been going well. i love this friendship more than to go up on the next level with him. i dont wanna lose a friend. i repeatedly tell this to myself.

but,

he have this pretty face..
nice voice..
easy going..
perfect smile..
he is not full of himself..
he allows me to speak..
he is indeed an understanding person..
he is the smart one..

he have no car.
but, he have a career.
he is the religious type.
he respect me..
my views..
my comments..
my feelings..

and i know i like him very much..

someday, i know i'll just drop it and forget that this even exist..

but, im sick of man and love..
i have withdrawal syndrome when comes to this love business..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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