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Sunday, March 30, 2008
torn into pieces, 12:13 AM

Sufi and i went to Farz's place to pay our respect to Almarhum. im glad we came and managed to comfort and ease her pain somehow. all three of us cried when she told us how life have been for her for the past days. i kept telling myself, come on Ifa. swallow your tears. you cant cry especially not in front of her. Insya'allah everything will be alright.

after melawat, i met Mr Syukri. haha. the botak man. the usual whenever he is bored at home, he'll call me up and i did the same too sometimes. the best thing about going out with him is that i need not explain whenever we discussed about hospital stuff. second, i see that we have the same interest. for example we like to go into sports shops and bodyshop. even if i had to go Zara, we will make a point where he will go to the man's section and we will call each other when we're done. we have the same interest for food too!! biasa jugak al-amin, couple's package! today, is another eye opener for me. men are not that complicated. its just that i met the complicated, irritating and unfaithful one first. its perfectly fine to meet these 'people' first before i meet the right one. so long as i dont meet another 'you know' at the end of it.


Bro is having fever. high fever to be exact. he vomitted and yes! i had to be the nurse oncall. i donned the gloves to clear the mess. all these cleaning makes me realised that i cant face vomitus anymore. if the management transferred me to the wards, i am going to be a dead duck!! since Kakak have moved out. i have officially become the Big sister in-charge okeyy. hahah. i hope to be an approachable sister rather than how i used to be. but of course when my bro is lazy to study and stuff like that, i have to 'membebel' a bit. education is important what.. even this 23 years old nurse is still attending classes what more a 15 years old teenager.

good night you dearies =)

Assalammualaikum..

it hurts.

Ifa


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Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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