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Sunday, April 13, 2008

torn into pieces, 7:19 PM

i was making plans in the bus when i saw that Basket crossing the bloody road. oh come on!! i have friends who never see their ex again after they broke up and i saw this idiot like every other month. whenever i see him, i starts to get all the emotions work up. i hate this vulnerable feeling and i hate being angry. syaitan loves angry people and i dont want to be loved by syaitan!!

if you ask me what i want to do now. it would be to move house. i love my family. i love staying with my family but, i dont like to stay in the same neighbourhood as him. in fact, i dont like to breathe in the same air as him. maybe i should try talking to mum about moving somewhere far from bukit panjang. hehe. it took me by surprise that when i see him now, i feel so disgusted. Ya Allah. jauhkan lah perasaan benci yang keterlaluan ini.

i like the idea of helping out in the third war country now. if mak allows, when such project comes, i'll be the first to submit my name. recently, one of the eye nurses and some doctors went to India for some charity work. she assisted 57 cases while she was there. she seen how the people in India do eye operation which is so much different compared to here. its so much fun being out from the comfort zone for awhile. it would be even better if i stop seeing him around anywhere FOREVER.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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