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Monday, May 12, 2008

torn into pieces, 11:50 PM

1973 is a song im dedicating to someone close to the heart. can you believe i cant sleep because i kept thinking about this person when i have a 3hrs operation tomorrow. to be honest, im not ready for another relationship. i know myself. i fear the current feelings. Oh please Allah. you know me the best. i dont mean to decline this feelings but, i think im just scared. please provide me with guidance. i do not want to make anymore mistakes.

this person is too far to reach but, very close to the heart. i do not regard this as love because, when i am finding the mean to love, im not too sure what love really means. this person will be away for quite sometime. deep in this heart, i know i will be searching aimlessly. give me some strength dear Allah. i still like the idea of independence. during his absence, i will be like how i used to be. Insya'allah.

nevertheless, thank you for letting me feel this love because i thought, i will lost the touch of love. this feeling is so so great. Alhamdulilah 'ala kulli hal.

btw, Hi Insan. i dont remember knowing someone by the name. first, thank you for visiting my crap blog. =) second, please do not put ideas into my friends' head. hehee. they'll make fun of me. salam. =)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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