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Thursday, May 08, 2008

torn into pieces, 8:48 PM

Bf is in a good mood today. what a relieved! haha. whenever he is calm and we encounter a difficult sugery, it will turn out fine. even when we have only 20 minutes to finish up before another Professor's case. a good team work is all one needs.

the case i assisted turn out to be a vein stripping and removal of lipoma instead. all i need is a damn good circulating nurse to provide me all the necessary requisites. well, im not a good one myself yet. anyway, this isnt new to me. there was once we had a patient from LA turn to GA. apa lagi kelam kabut aku dibuatnya. if you dont have a good circulator, no matter how nice you are, you will get frustrated. the nicest thing he said nowadays whenever he sees me struggling to get things ready, he will tell me to relax. this is good. cuba kalau baru2, dont expect this kinda things from him. Alhamdulilah to the change which i feel im too early in judging. =)

the favourite girls had dinner together. Kak Siti have her own car now. ni macam dah nak kena pindah jurong west! haha. soon, i will be moving. i really want to move. get married and move. there is nothing that interest me here in BP. i hate using the common road and discover a familiar sight. i am so sorry. i can never see someone again. i do not understand why. probably, the cut was too deep. even PDS 1 and ethibone cant stitch the wound. haha. this will take a longer time to heal. maybe when my kid darjah satu...?? *wink*

mentioning about moving, some girls at work had beancurd with Pramod reading the papers. (wah! so free ah) hehe. i was enjoying the beancurd when Azlina said, 'Dr Pramod when you go back, find someone for Ifa.' nasib baik tak tersedak. everyone on the table turned to me and laughed. oh well, if i ever found a man in India that reads "Ifa's husband" on his forehead, i marry him. =) i'll learn how to make chappati too. hahaha.

okey. serious issue now. we had 5 termination of pregnancy today. out of 5, 4 are Malays. one of them are so blardy stuck up!! according to Sufi when she asked for her name, she was very reluctant to answer and gave this sucky attitude which i bet you could guess this right. she said, 'aku macam nak tumbuk aje muka dia.' i said, 'asal kau tak panggil aku biar aku tumbuk sikit muka dia!!' i am damn angry lah. for some reasons, the colleagues have been asking me why are there so many Malays coming for abortion?? Islam is a wonderful religion but, why are there so many abortion from those who claim they are Islamic?? what am i to say about this?? to be honest, they are very very very young girls. at that age, im busy thinking what i want to be in future. how much i want to earn. how to reach for my goals not how i can improve my sex life!! oh God! those girls who should be in school and studying for mid-term papers. seriously.

why is the question. WHY? WHY?? Kak Siti shared with us about a young couple she saw lately. she claimed she heard a young mother calling her daughter "sial" loud and in the public! thats the reason why kids nowadays grow up becoming a gorilla!! just look at how they are brought up. no manners. no moral. no proper discipline because these young parents are probably lack of motherhood education. Wallahu 'Alam.

i apologise for the lack of mine. i have my flaws too. i guess menstrual gives me crazy thoughts.

salam. =)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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