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Sunday, May 11, 2008

torn into pieces, 7:07 PM

ive always thought that oh woow! military men are cool especially in their no 4. well, after the conversation i had with Ahmad yesterday, (yes! i met him yesterday and we did silly things. wahah. oh btw not the haram one ok. get this right.) i back to defer how cool these men can be. i shall not enclose whatever is discussed to avoid the controversial. let this be Ahmad's and my craps! biarlah rahsia. hehe.

since, i hated BP so much, i told him i dont want to hangout at BP starbucks for the time being. i brought him to the Rail Mall and we stayed in Coffee Bean instead although i would prefer starbucks very much. anyway, the place is cool. i love it. after sometime, we got bored. we're not sure of our next destination since he had 4 hours to kill before he meet his friends. thus, after much discussion, we decided to go...... KKH. yes!! like what...?? yeah. anyway, ive never been to KKH. not that i remember of. he brought me around. KKH ada macdonalds. baru aku tahu. heh. there were lots of kids around. they are so cute even when they are sick. Ahmad head to his icu while i stayed in mac D to do some study. i decided to stay in KK's mac D for awhile when Ahmad left to meet his friends. i left at about 2000 hrs. dude, i cant believe we went to Kandang Kerbau Hosp.

some friends text asking where was i and when i told them about it, they went, 'kau buat apa kat sana?' 'eh! nak terberanak.' hahaa. 'hah. yelah tu kau.' hehe.

anyway, i had a great quiet terrific time. =)

and who said, being single you cannot be happy?? who said being single you will be suferring?? and who said, you cant live without a bf...?? do i look dead to anyone..?

and who said having a bf is blissful all the time??

never be afraid to be single. no doubt about the first fear. overcome the fear and you will see the beauty of singledom.

i had a male friend who always ask me questions like how to date a girl and how does she feel when someone smile at her in a cafe and stuff like that. well, every girl will be honoured to have an unknown smilling at her but, that does not mean she is interested to get to know you. he got alittle depressed when i said all these. smilling to someone is a sign of courtesy. in Islam, it would means, sedekah. if she is interested then, congratulation. if she doesnt, then, dont be despair. Allah knows best who you should be with. to those single man who is reading this, some woman can sense desperation. this, will turn her off immediately. why not be cool. laid back alittle. pull the string and let it go. pull and let it go again.

for instance, i like someone very much at this point of time. i dont log on to see his friendster and facebook everytime. the last time was months ago. i dont message or call him hourly. the last time was... ermm. hah. yesterday lah. hehe. this is what i learnt from my past relationship and THIS, is very important. so dude, i know you're a nice nice man. if you have some patient, it will be wonderful. love is a wonderful thing like how Michael Bolton sang it. so, dont spoil it. (dont ask me what the hell i just type! haha.)

i believe you, will find your match. and i, will find mine. in the meantime, be patient and we dont need to tell God what to do because He always know the best for each and everyone of us. (im telling this to myself too.) Winny, stop laughing. i know you very well and i know you are laughing now. hehe. =)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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