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Saturday, May 24, 2008

torn into pieces, 11:33 PM

my usual Saturday morning is to head down to BBDC. we had breakfast together at her favourite place, the mcd. she loves mcd's breakfast for some reasons. well, even when i see her from Monday to Friday and Sunday sometimes Saturday, we didnt get to talk much about personal stuff. i realised that ive been doing lots of things with her. from religious classes to driving lessons to swimming to netball to shopping to working. in fact, we are under the same Sister. hahaa. thus, i told her whats bugging me lately. while talking, i must have shown her some expression. she asked, 'Ifa, kau nak nangis eh?' you know when people ask you this kind of question, automatically, somehow, you'll cry. i cried and laughed at the same time. 'why do you have to ask this kind of question.' i said. she laughed saying, 'sebab muka kau merah and kau macam nak nangis.' cis! what shocked me more is when i was talking suddenly i noticed her face change. i asked, 'kau nak nangis eh?' we cried and laughed. 'i didnt know my life stories touch your heart.' hahaha. haiyoh! hancus.

i bought some tops at Cotton On. there was this cute man behind the counter. since, it was a long queue and i do not want to held up the rest, i helped him fold the tops i bought. he said, 'that is so sweet of you.' i smiled. after i paid which hey, guess what the total cost should be 60 bucks when he charged me only 50. haha. i only realised it when i left the place. he said this before i left, 'have a nice day sweetie.' aha! so do you understand now Winny why we cant bring you along. because we flirt and wink at guys when you cant..! bluuekk!

i am planning to get a new pair of spectacles. lagiiii?? yeah. hehee. never have enough. this time will be oakley soft spike titanium chestnut RX. confirm jambu! hahaa. its like Dr Alph's. mentioning about him, man! i miss scrubbing for his cases. damn.

i cant wait to start running again. i wish everything will just end soon please because i want to see my old self again. i hate what im facing lately. shit!

some things just kill you..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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