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Monday, June 30, 2008

torn into pieces, 10:47 AM

i had a meaningful conversation with Abg Roslie last night over teh tarik. i dont know what drives me to meet him last night. i did not ask him out, i happened to call him regarding the job stuff and he asked where i was... so yeah.. where was i last afternoon...?

i was out alone. heh. i was pissed with someone and i had to have some cool down session which i ended up spending 50 bucks on i dont know what now and dont ever ask. all i know i bought lots of chocolates.

a beautiful insight about what life is about. sometimes, in life, we are lack of insight and this worries me sometimes. because i make mistakes everytime and im just afraid i dont learn from them.

i was walking alone eating chocolates when there was a group of teenagers passing remarks as i walked pass. one of them said, 'pretty girl walking alone and i bet her bf must have left her. that answers the chocolates!' they laughed away.

hah. nice speech. i glared at them. they must either be drunk or insane. i am already in this sucky mood and i really dont need another 'creature' to add it on. thank you. =)

if its the old me, i would have said, 'why are you even alive? you are trash....'

ok. dont get me started. i can be really mean and i dont want that. dont make me angry now. come on.

why is my decision to Riyadh having too many obstacles..? or rather too many objections?? ive never look forward in something in life like how i look forward to Riyadh. i may not be very convincing now but, please respect my decision. i have no plans in getting married in 3 to 4 years time and i want to establish the career. this is damn important. if you dont see this, i dont know what else to say. i know i can go far in my nursing career so, let me do this please. i know i can do this right. dont let my research go to waste. i dont want to do an advance diploma here and dont keep telling me to do adv dip because im not going to do it. i dont want to prolong this bond at all. stop being typical please.

PS: show me this entry when if i get married in less than 3 to 4 years time. *wink*

Linkin park please.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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